Black Rose

I missed my Q1 and Q2 fandom updates, because real life was real lifing even harder than last year. Things have settled enough for a less structured catchup, so here's what I've been up to.

-I signed up to and defaulted on goreswap, failed to write some treats, and picked up a few pinch hits in various exchanges. I've posted one fic this year: can't start a fire without a spark, Stranger Things Eddie/Chrissy omegaverse (my first attempt at a female omega/male alpha! Also, I found out a few days ago that there's another Stranger Things fic with literally the exact same title, but that's what I get for unoriginal music taste). I've received one gift, I Am a Disease by Anonymous, also Stranger Things. It's extremely morbid, gory, beautiful Mike/Will with character death and fairy tale vibes.

-Battleship is not running this year, which is good because I didn't have the bandwidth to volunteer. Hopefully the break is good for everyone and I can help in 2027.

-Predictably, most of the time I spent in fandom this year was neck deep in Stranger Things, reading niche combinations of AO3 filters and watching angry YouTube videos about how much season five sucked sweaty donkey balls. I hated the final season too, but the unrelenting screaming negativity stressed me out so much that I found myself defending the Duffers' hack writing choices. Specifically, I don't think Will's actor crying too much singlehandedly tanked the season, and I loved the major character death in the finale, even though most of that character's arc this season frustrated me.

-Fic-wise, I was mostly interested in Mike/Will (who IMHO had a very ship-friendly ending with rich possibilities for post-canon get togethers), but the Mike/Will fandom is overrun with conspiracy theorists who thought there were subtle hints that the ship would be canon endgame, so most of the post-canon fic on AO3 is frothing mad about season five in a totally different way. The Byler conspiracy view of canon is that Mike is gay and his five seasons of mushy teen romance drama with El was actually a subtle portrayal of deeply repressed queerness and forced performative heterosexuality, which makes no sense with the actual show (and is yet another example of people tying themselves in knots to avoid depicting characters as bisexual).

-Outside of exchanges, I wrote a bit but didn't post anything to my account. I'm 4 installments into a 5+1 fic that I've been posted anonymously, that I'd like to clean up and post in namespace when it's finished. I've also started a post-canon Mike/Will fic set in New York and titled after a Television song, with kinky sex and Greek mythology references. When my batteries are drained, I tend to consume a lot more media than I create, so it's a good sign that I wrote anything this year.

-There have been a lot of great movies coming out and I haven't gone to see most of them :( I saw The Testament of Ann Lee back in January, which was weird and beautiful and had excellent modern dance sequences and lovely shaker architecture/furniture.

-I saw Wuthering Heights in theaters despite the terrible reviews, and I don't regret seeing it on the big screen because everything about it is gorgeous: the sets, the costumes, the Charlie XCX soundtrack, the insanely attractive cast. I came in with an open mind as a hardcore Saltburn defender, but I found Wuthering Heights disappointing. I have the same criticism of Wuthering Heights that a lot of people (I think wrongly!) have of Saltburn: the sexuality seems purely for shock value, isn't as shocking as it's trying to be, and doesn't say much about the characters or relationships or worldbuilding. There's a slight theme of female sexual repression and how things might've been less terrible if Cathy had been allowed to explore and own her sexuality more, but things never get terrible enough to explore that properly. This movie would've been 1000x improved by a grave fucking scene.

-I was really worried about Sinners going into the Oscars, and it won most of the awards I cared about, but "Golden" is an incredibly mid pop song and I will die mad that "I Lied To You" didn't win Best Original Song.

I posted five fics to AO3 in 2025, in addition to being a neutral spreadsheet mod for Battleship. I watched a couple TV shows, a lot of movies, and read a whopping 12 books for the first time in years. 2025 was a weird year.

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Fandom Goals

Here are my 2025 fandom goals, none of which I accomplished:

Don't participate in bangs/fests/exchanges until July 1 or I've posted 2 fics outside an event, whichever comes first (not counting my in-progress treat for Candy Hearts)
Post 4 fics outside of bangs/fests/exchanges
Post 3 unfinished fics from the past two years
Post one work to AO3 that isn't fic
Post my Stranger Things post-canon Will/Mike/Eleven fic before the final season comes out and josses everything

My 2025 royally sucked for reasons that had nothing to do with politics or current events (so all that suckiness was happening in addition to the other suckiness). It's honestly a miracle that I wrote anything, let alone that I wrote things and modded one of the biggest most complex exchanges in fandom and read twelve books to completion.

Instead of making more goals I won't meet, I'm going to list a bunch of good things that happened to me in 2025, because it's important to remember that good things happened.

-I finished twelve books, the most I've read in probably a decade. Some of those books are going to be forever favorites.
-A lot of people had a great time with Battleship despite the stress, and my hard work and time commitment made that happen.
-Oasis reunited!! I couldn't travel to see their reunion tour because life sucked, but good quality concert videos on YouTube got me through a really tough month.
-I got to see Jaws and Scream on the big screen for the first time.
-The "I Lied To You" dance sequence in Sinners exists.
-Will Byers got a nosebleed, which I've been desperately wanting to see since season two.
-I got to see Mission Impossible stunts in IMAX for the first time, and the arctic sub sequence in Final Reckoning was absolutely worth the wait.
-I got to see The Brutalist in 70mm, and the part in the beginning where the camera flips over to film the upside down Statue of Liberty took my breath away.
-Stardew Valley was a much needed escape this year, and my himbo husband Alex was always there to tell me how buff I'd gotten from farming.
-The Stranger Things finale was much kinder to my ships than I anticipated, and the Duffers did two things I really wanted them to do.

Hooray for spooky season! I'm requesting all horror movies this year, and I like a wide range of tones, ratings, and darkness levels. Whatever you choose to create, be it fucked up and terrifying or subtly spooky or darkly sweet, I'm sure I'll enjoy it!

For my single character requests, I'm open to any & or / ship involving those characters (including poly ships and character/OC), as well as a requested character alone. Shipping requested characters with each other is great, but not required! I'm happy with anything from explicit smut to ambiguously shippy close friendship to fully platonic gen to solo characters. Canonical partners can be dealt with however works best for the character/ship and the story--not mentioning them at all, AUs where the canon ship aren't together, happily open relationships, infidelity, I'm not picky.

I requested Art, Fic, and Trick for everything, and additionally requested Treat for a couple fandoms. For tricks, I love extremely dark, violent, or disturbing content, but I also love gently spooky, atmospheric works about autumn or Halloween or generally dark, chilly, spooky, or sad things. For treats, I love a lightly spooky/autumnal vibe as well, or something funny, cozy, or smutty. I like a touch of darkness even in my treats, but don't stress about not making it dark enough.

Trick Likes
Spooky atmospheric locations, dark takes on folklore/myths/fairy tales, gore and violence, romantic or intimate takes on cannibalism/murder/violence/necrophilia, anything dark or scary or gross or tragic involving dead bodies, noncon/dubcon, unsafe/unhealthy sex or kink practice, bad or bittersweet endings, major character death, dark supernatural creature/monster AUs (werewolves, witches, vampires, selkies, pookas, demons, ghosts, etc), nightmares/visions/prophetic dreams, unreliable narrators

Treat Likes
Cozy autumn nights, Halloween celebrations (parties, costumes, movie screenings, trick or treating), horror comedy, affectionate banter between characters, sensory comforts like food porn/hot baths/warm blankets, hurt/comfort or whump, a fun and crazy night, lighter supernatural creature/monster AUs, forced physical intimacy with someone you're attracted to, first times, domestic cohabitation

Art Likes
Interesting color palates (bold colors, greyscale, high contrast, very limited or unconventional color palates), pastiches of classical art, pastiches of movie posters, tarot inspired art, art of the character in a specific AU (as a supernatural creature, in historical dress, with costumes/props from another fandom), art of the character in a fancy outfit, touching/physical intimacy between characters, nonpenetrative sex, bondage, kneeling, hand or forehead kissing, art more focused on setting/location or mood/vibe than characters

My fic likes are pretty well covered in my Trick/Treat sections, but I want to specifically opt into 2nd and 1st person POV and unusual formats or stylistic choices.

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A quickie this time! I started a crazy new job and am an assistant mod for Battleship (!), so I have limited brain for egregiously long DW posts.

Media Consumed

Conclave + Sinners

Talked about these here! Short version: enjoyed Conclave but not fannishly; loved Sinners fannishly and non-fannishly, I'm an unrepentant multishipping slut who loves secretly powerful twinks/fucked up codependent relationships/cunnilingus.

The Murderbot Diaries - Martha Wells

I wanted to read the books before I watched the new show, and then I fell in love. Murderbot is a hilarious narrator and a delightfully snarky protector of stupid humans, and it keeps getting into terrible gooey physical peril that hits my whump buttons. This might be the fandom that gives me a wireplay kink.

Étoile

A bilingual Palladino show about ballet companies in Paris and New York that trade dancers and choreographers for a publicity stunt, leading to bickering and sexual tension and quippy pop culture dialogue. I loved the messy situationship between the forty-something many-divorced directors of the New York and Paris ballets. I loved the eco-terrorist star ballerina who terrorizes everyone she works with and sexually torments her male dance partners (and has a love triangle with the forty-something ballet directors). I loved the neurotic, autistic-coded, perfectionist, extremely irritating choreographer and the loudmouth working class male dancer he takes on as a muse.

Bones and All - Camille DeAngelis

The film adaptation was one of my favorite movies I watched last year, and the book is VERY different, in both plot and in theme. While the movie is blatantly bisexual and treats eaterism as a metaphor for queerness, the book is specifically about straight female sexuality: Maren is both attracted to and repulsed by boys showing sexual interest in her, and she deals with that attraction/repulsion by eating them. There's also a theme of attraction/repulsion around eating meat, which I probably wouldn't have noticed if I didn't know about the author's heavy-handed vegan messaging ahead of time. My main issue with the book is that it's technically YA, so all the grotesque erotic cannibalism in the movie is entirely vague and offscreen in the book.

Fics Posted/Gifts Received

I wrote one fic, a pinch hit for Smut 4 Smut:

Georgia O'Keefe Shit - Challengers, Art/Tashi/Patrick, garden party fundraisers and semi-public cunnilingus

I received one gift in the Diegetic Exchange:

Sitting Down with Sammie Moore by plutonianshores

An interview with blues legend Sammie Moore as he begins to take a step back from touring to focus on developing his music venue, Pearline's.

Exchanges Etc.

I picked up one pinch hit, signed up for and defaulted on one exchange, and tried and failed to write two fics for two low-pressure events. I also tried and failed to write Sammie/Pearline/Remmick on my own time, because the way to combat irritating shipwars is with rimming smut.

In Progress/Upcoming

I signed up to be an assistant spreadsheet mod for Battleship, which just hit its signup cap a few hours ago. I've never modded a fandom event before, and it's very intense and stressful and exciting! I like to think of myself as level-headed and calm in a crisis, so I think I can handle some freaked out exchange newbies. Wish me luck.

I've spent most of 2025 on a break from fandom, because I was in an emotional funk and dumb fandom arguments were bothering me more than they should have. I spent the past few months reading, playing Stardew Valley, and socializing in the real world, and I feel a bit better now than I did in January. I failed to finish my Candy Hearts treat, but I wrote a few paragraphs of a non-exchange fic, which I consider a win.

This will probably be my last general "stuff I watched" post. I already track everything I watch in my offline journals, and I'd rather keep all my media thoughts in one place. Also, I prefer to use dreamwidth to talk about fandoms I'm actively participating in, not movies I watched and liked and spent thirty seconds browsing AO3 for.

( Media Consumed (La Chimera, The Crown, Suspiria 1977 + 2018, The Brutalist, The King, Baby Driver) )

Trying to keep this one short and sweet, let's see if I can accomplish that (reader, I did not accomplish that).

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In Progress/Upcoming

I'm taking some time off from exchanges, but I haven't decided how long yet. I hope to get some WIPs finished and posted in the new year, starting with some freaky Nosferatu fic while the fandom's still hot. I also have a 2024 fandom recap coming soon.

I wish I'd posted a separate Battleship wrap-up in August, because Battleship continues to be Exchanges Georg and crush all my stats. I posted 11 works between July and September (8 for Battleship, which is the most I've posted to AO3 for a single event round). I posted more this summer than I posted all year in 2020, 2022, 2023, and I'm sure some years before I started posting end of year fic stats.

I've been poking at this post for almost a month, and my non-Battleship fandom thoughts got pretty long, so I'm putting all Battleship-related things in a separate post, which you can find here.

Media Consumed

Twister (1996) + Twisters (2024)
These were two of many movies I watched this summer, but they make it onto the fandom recap because I almost requested them for Jump Scare. The new one was getting decent reviews, I was in the mood for a popcorn disaster movie, and I'd never seen the original before. I've never lived in tornado country, but I've had an eerie fascination with storms since I was a kid, and these movies do such a good job capturing the horror and majesty of tornados. I thought Helen Hunt and Bill Paxton had a way more compelling bickery romance than Daisy Edgar-Jones and Glen Powell (and the wacky stoner storm chasers in the '96 movie were much more charming than the livestreaming YouTubers in the '24 one), but I loved the female leads in both movies. Someday I'll nominate Jo Harding and Kate Cooper for another horror exchange.

The Umbrella Academy - Season 4
Hoo boy, people HATE this final season. I didn't really like it, but I think 90% of the problems with this season would be fixed by having more than six episodes and giving the characters time to explore the emotional impact of the various plot developments. Most reviews I've seen think the plot developments were hot steaming garbage, which I disagree with. Megan Mullally and Nick Offerman as married gun-swinging Texan conspiracy theorists trying to brute force their way to a better timeline were the best part of season 4. My biggest disappointment was Diego and Luther being reduced to whacky comic relief, and neither of them having meaningful emotional resolutions to their arcs. Klaus was really fun this season, Viktor was good but I'm annoyed that he mostly interacted with Reginald, and Alison was fine but nowhere near as compelling as her previous villain arcs. Shitty crypto Ben and Jennifer had hot chemistry, and I was fine with the resolution to the Jennifer Incident breadcrumbs.

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The Terror - Season 1 (redux)
This arrived on US Netflix for the first time in late August, and I decided to finish the rewatch I started in March so I could write spooky mummy fic for Jump Scare (I also convinced my dad to watch it, and I think I've infected him with the Franklin Expedition research bug). I spent exactly a month wallowing in ice mummy/survival cannibalism feels, and then James Fitzjames' jawbone was conclusively identified, the second Franklin Expedition member to be identified through DNA and the first remains identified with evidence of cannibalism.

Fitzjames is not my favorite special guy in either the show or real life (I'm a Crozier girl, and other than that I care much more about the ordinary working class men on the expedition), but it was still a very poignant discovery that everyone had a lot of intense feelings about. There was some heated discourse over fans of the TV show making disrespectful cannibalism jokes (and whether being upset by cannibalism jokes means you love British colonialism). Personally, nothing about the Terror fandom's reaction bothered me more than 1) the cannibalism jokes historians and morbid mystery fans have been making for decades (which have never bothered me), or 2) the genuinely offensive treatment of survival cannibalism in the actual Terror show. It's weirdly haunting and lovely that the fictional Fitzjames in The Terror is the only unambiguously good, morally strong character who views survival cannibalism as a compassionate act from a dying captain to his starving men. We have no idea what the real Fitzjames knew or thought of cannibalism, but we know his body fed someone, and I want to believe he would've felt compassion toward the hungry men his body fed.

Bride of Re-Animator
This isn't as good as the first movie, but the comedy gore and spooky New England vibes and intense homoeroticism are dialed all the way up. This movie leans more on Frankenstein than the original's zombies, but I'm a huge Frankenstein fan so I approve. I loved all the freaky hybrid creatures Herbert created, and the practical creature effects were extremely charming. I love Dan fully embracing his inner freak and building a Franken-Meg with Herbert, while simultaneously dating and sleeping with a normal human woman.

Interview With The Vampire (AMC)

I read the first book decades ago, and watched the 1994 movie last year, and I enjoyed both as trashy opulent fun. The show is very very good and I love it to pieces, but it makes so many drastic changes that I struggle to call it a good adaptation. Jacob Anderson's sharp, bitter black Louis is my favorite version of the character, and the only time I haven't found his whiny moralizing intensely annoying. Lestat is dazzling and terrible as always, and Claudia is still my favorite, even though a woman trapped in the body of a teenager is a radically different character than a woman trapped in the body of a child (I do appreciate that casting an adult allows them to explore Claudia's sexuality in ways that a child actor couldn't, but there's no fucking way a nineteen-year-old actress can look like a prepubescent child in adult clothing). Vampires actually fuck in this version, and the explicitly sexual Louis/Lestat relationship is fun and engaging, but I'm usually rooting for them to murder each other more than I'm rooting for them as a couple. I'm much more invested Armand/Louis and Armand/Daniel (and all four of them in a terrible toxic polycule).

Fic Posted

if it feels this good getting used - The Fall Guy, Tom Ryder/Colt Seavers, Dominant Bottom/Service Top + Cockwarming

if you sleep always like this - The Terror, John Hartnell & Thomas Hartnell, Grief/Mourning + Visions + Mummies

Extra Red Sauce - The Terror, Thomas Armitage/Marines, Modern AU - Taco Bell + Gangbang

Gifts Received (minus Battleship)

full bones by scorpiod - Bones And All, Lee/Maren, romantic cannibalism + ghosts (for Jump scare)

Quickening by primeideal - Dune (Villeneuve Movies), Paul Atreides, Jessica, canon compliant Came Back Wrong (for Jump Scare)

Exchanges Etc.

Immediately after Battleship, I picked up a lingering pinch hit in Rare Male Slash Exchange, because the recip requested cockwarming for Tom Ryland/Colt Seavers and that's a genius kink/character combination. Then I signed up for Jump Scare on a whim, because all the warm summery Challengers and lava mermaid fic I wrote for Battleship had me in a spooky fall mood by late August. Cue old Nova episodes and permafrost mummy feels.

Then in late September, days after the Fitzjames remains were identified, Twitter Terror fandom ran the second round of a Taco Bell-themed smutty flashfic fest (works must be either maximum 400 words or exactly 420/469, must take place on Taco Bell property, and must include a Taco Bell menu item in the title). I additionally decided my fic must be a ship I'd never written before, and the entire thing must be written drunk in one sitting and posted immediately, edited only to fit the wordcount. I tagged the fic "William Braine FUCKS" because drunk me (and honestly, sober me) thought Braine got left out when everyone shipped his more charismatic mummy buddies John Torrington and John Hartnell with each other, and a marine gangbang was a good chance to rectify that (discoservice wrote a very cute Torrington/Hartnell fic for the Taco Bell fest, with shotgunning and hoodie snuggles). I fucking love fandom sometimes.

In Progress/Upcoming

I signed up for Trick or Treat for the first time in five years (and only my third time actually signing up, which surprised me). My first AO3 exchange was Yuletide 2013, but Trick or Treat 2014 feels like it left a more significant imprint, maybe because I'm more into Halloween than Christmas. Either way, it's my tenth anniversary and even though my crazy productivity has slowed down, I'm having fun with my assignment and the community challenge.

It's Q3 and I have a new default icon on AO3! It feels weird, I might change it back. Or change it to a different closeup of hands, which feels more on brand.

Media Consumed

Still watching a lot of movies, which has greatly expanded my exchange request palate. Here are the ones with fannish potential:

Challengers
This is the movie that's currently eating my brain. Messy, complex, gorgeously shot, layered with complex metaphor and subtext, and some of the sexiest sweat I've ever seen. If you think sports are inherently erotic and like fucked up characters who only function as people in a toxic threesome, this is the movie for you. It's not as textually queer/polyamorous/horny as the internet led me to believe, but when I reframed many other elements in the story as metaphors for sexuality and sexual desire, it seemed much hornier on my second watch. I have a ton of opinions and interpretations, and I disagree with a lot of other people's takes, but that's an entire separate entry.

The Fall Guy
A really funny, charming love letter to moviemaking and stunt professionals, with great action and a cute, vaguely femdom-coded romance between a female director and her stuntman ex. I feel like this would make an excellent Barbie crossover.

The Nice Guys
Speaking of incredibly charming and hilarious Ryan Gosling performances! Shane Black is always a good time, the leads all have great chemistry, and Gosling and Russell Crowe's gruff domestic coparenting of Gosling's snarky thirteen-year-old daughter was hilarious and sweet.

Re-Animator
Pitch perfect horror comedy tone, amazing and transgressive gore effects, an astoundingly good scream queen in Barbara Crampton, and a really fun odd couple of mad scientists. I saw this at a midnight screening at my local indie theater, which is the ideal environment.

Fic Written & Posted

6 E-rated works:

Big Dogs - Original Works, Little Brother Dom/Older Brother Sub, puppy play

Rest on the Flight into Egypt - Dune (Villeneuve), Paul Atreides/Jessica, lactation + mommy kink

Gigantic (a Big, Big Love) - Lisa Frankenstein, Lisa Swallows/The Creature, vaginal fingering/squirting

Summertime Girls Are the Kind I Like - Bandom, Mikey Way/Pete Wentz, sweat kink

Tastes Just Like Cherry Cola - The Fall Guy, Jody Moreno/Colt Seavers, crossdressing/feminization

Insides - Bones and All, Maren Yearly/Lee, heartbeat kink

Exchanges Etc.

I participated in three events this spring: Kink Lucky Dip, Smut4Smut, and Rare Kink Buffet. Two of those events encouraged rare and unpopular kinks, and I think the kinks I wrote cover a decent spread of rareness. None of my prompts in RKB were filled, but the one gift I got for KLD was a rare kink as well: a cute, freaky triple drabble of consensual needle/suture kink for Lisa Frankenstein:

stitch by Daxs10thHost, Lisa Swallows/The Creature

It was Rare Kink Buffet's first round, and while I had a great time and was pretty active on the discord channel, I don't think I'll sign up to future rounds. I completely understand the mod's desire not to police whether prompts were kinky or rare enough, and there are benefits to an inclusive event that welcomes any level of kinkiness. The drawback to events that welcome any level of kinkiness is that most prompts and fills will be for popular, mainstream kinks, and the scope of this event soon expanded to welcome vanilla sex, nonsexual shippiness, and non-kinky gen. I'm glad people felt included, and I'm sure they'll have fun with the promised next round being Rare Trope Buffet, but it didn't spark joy for me and my actually weird kinks (although one of my rarest kinks, heartbeat kink, had the second or third most fills and sparked a ton of discussion on discord).

In Progress/Upcoming

I did not post anything for Late Treat Bonanza - it was a spooky Original Works ship for Trick or Treat, and I want the vibes of posting it on Halloween, so I'll probably nominate that ship again and hope the same person requests it. I have not finished my rule 63 Paul Atreides/Feyd-Rautha femdom fic, but I started a trans woman Paul Atreides/Feyd-Rautha femdom fic for Rare Kink Buffet, although I decided not to inflict Dune worldbuilding on a canon-blind Creator's Choice of Fandom prompt. I'm currently working on a "throuple goes back to the hotel for a threesome after the final scene of Challengers" fic, which is a premise that's been done eighty gazillion times.

I'm also thinking of signing up for Battleship, despite having "Do NOT sign up for Battleship" as a 2024 fandom goal. I've done Battleship twice and had a stressful, frustrating time both rounds, although there were also fun moments. Here's how I'm rationalizing:

1) Battleship 2022 was stressful for everyone because of the stressful, frustrating shield mechanics, which will never be implemented again. Battleship 2023 was stressful for most of Dungeon team because of an unusually large number of abrasive personalities dominating the team discord channel, which is unlikely to happen a second time.

2) The thing that makes Battleship stressful for me is being too slow to finish and post a fic before super fast team members knock out the tag. I've been writing a lot recently, and writing fairly quickly. I also know that I write slow in Battleship because all my ideas need 2000-4000 words, and if I stuck to the 300-500 range I could finish and post things much faster.

3) I'm going through some Real Life Shit and could use something very fun and time consuming.

4) I've already thought of discord username puns for both teams.

In fall 2013, when I was bored and lonely, I read the first two books of the Raven Cycle. I fell so violently in love with the characters that I made a fresh AO3 account to post fic of them. Three years, twelve fics, and countless stupid tumblr wanks later, I bought the fourth and final book the week it came out, but never got around to reading it because it was 2016 and I had other shit going on.

Until fall 2023, when I was bored and lonely and nostalgic and decided to read the entire Raven Cycle and Dreamer Trilogy back to back. My AO3 account was about to turn ten years old, and I wanted to dive back into the fandom that gave birth to her.

Anything under a cut may contain spoilers, so here's my non-spoilery review of the entire series: mostly positive, still one of my faves. Even the books with a lot of flaws had fun, beautiful moments. I'll always love the rich characters and relationships and settings and language, even when the plot and side quests and villain POV chapters drag. I liked a few controversial plot developments because they weren't the worst possible option, and I loved a lot of elements that the fandom was seething with rage over.


THE RAVEN CYCLE: 9.05/10

The first 75% of this series was my rabid obsession a decade ago, so my ability to rationally review the series as a whole is somewhat limited. I did reread all four books in September 2023, and my overall impression is one of very high highs and pretty low lows. I can still feel the magic I felt in 2013, and I have a different appreciation of some elements ten years down the line.

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THE DREAMER TRILOGY: 9.23/10

If you told me in 2015 that the sequel trilogy to the Raven Cycle would be primarily set in Boston and Cambridge, with Declan Lynch as a tragic passionate woobie protagonist and a major plot revolving around the sensual magic of John Singer Sargent paintings, I would've exploded with glee. I could've used more Gansey and Blue (although their one texting appearance was delightful), but I got plenty of my faves Adam and Declan to make up for it. This series has some of the same flaws as the Raven Cycle, but I think it resolves them in a much more satisfying and well-plotted way.

( Books 1-3 )

I have a few additional thoughts about fandom and shipping, but this is long already and I don't think anyone on my flist is active in this fandom anymore. Might make a part two, or just chat in the comments.

Exactly ten years ago, on December first 2013, I created both this journal and the associated AO3 account. Have some slightly overshare-y fun facts.

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Now for some AO3 stats, on the tenth birthday of my AO3 account:

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Finally, here's a list of every fandom I've written in my ten years on AO3. Comment with a fandom and I'll give a couple sentences of my thoughts on that fandom.

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However long you've been here, thanks for hanging around. I hope I'm still posting freaky porn to the internet in 2033.